Solkat--

▲: what the fuck are you doiing? 2houldn't you be down on your knee2 wiith your mouth on my bulge2?
▼: UM
▼: SOLLUX
▼: WHAT THE FUCK
▼: ARE YOU ON GAMZEE'S PIES OR SOMETHING?
▲: no, ii'm beiing completely 2eriiou2.
▲: perfectly 2ober.
▲: but ii need two be paiiled.
▼: YOU WANT TO BE PAILED BY SOMEONE RANDOM? WHY DON'T YOU HAVE YOUR MATESPRIT PAIL WITH YOU?
▲: ii don't have a fuckiing mate2priit dumba22.
▼: I THOUGHT YOU DID..
▲: really? and who the fuck would that be?
▼: ARADIA? OR FEFERI?
▲: who the fuck would be de2perate enough two be mate2priit wiith a freak liike me?
▲: hahaha, funny.
▲: why would eiither of them liike me liike that?
▼: ...WHY WOULD ANYONE BE DESPERATE TO BE MATESPRITS WITH YOU?
▼: I MEAN
▼: IT'S NOT LIKE I FUCKING CARE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU
▲: becau2e ii'm a fuckiing freak.
▲: ii'm dii2gu2tiing.
▲: ii'm no where clo2e two 2ane.
▲: ii could 2nap and fuckiing kiill them at any 2econd.
▼: YOU'RE NOT FUCKING DISGUSTING, SHUT YOUR PROTEIN CHUTE.
▲: ii /am/ dii2gu2tiing.
▲: ii don't even know why ii haven't kiilled my2elf yet.
▼: NO, YOU'RE NOT. IT'S NOT OFTEN I SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT YOU, OR ANYONE. SO I'M BEING FUCKING SERIOUS.
▲: iit'2 not liike ii'm actually worth anythiing two anyone.
▼: YOU'RE WORTH SOMETHING TO ME, ASSHAT.
▲: you're ju2t 2ayiing that.
▼: NO, CAPTOR. I'M NOT. DO I NEED TO FUCKING EXPRESS HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT YOU FOR YOU TO SHUT YOUR FUCKING WORD PROCESSOR?
▲: maybe ii 2hould ju2t do iit.
▲: ii have enough miind honey two liiquiify my thiink pan
▲: iit would be ju2t that ea2y.
▼: SOLLUX.
▼: CALM YOUR SHIT. DON'T FUCKING TOUCH THAT MIND HONEY.
▲: why 2houldn't ii?
▼: BECAUSE...
▲: ii'm ju2t tra2h. ii'll be culled when the drone2 come.
▼: NO, SOLLUX SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'LL PAIL WITH YOU IF IT WILL SHUT YOU UP.
▲: eiither becau2e ii don't have a mate2priit or becau2e they'll 2ee my deformiitiie2.
▲: okay, fiine, ii'm lii2teniing.
▼: WELL IT'S PRETTY FUCKING OBVIOUS-ESPECIALLY NOW- THAT I FEEL FLUSHED FOR YOU.
▲: you're lyiing.
▲: no one would ever be flu2hed for me.
▼: NO I'M NOT SOLLUX.
▲: ye2, you are!
▲: you can't be flu2hed for me!
▼: DO I NEED TO PROVE IT TO YOU?
▲: no, becau2e ii don't beliieve you.
▲: ii can't beliieve you.
▼: WELL I'M COMING OVER THERE.
▲: plea2e don't...
▼: NO. I'M COMING OVER SOLLUX.
▲: don't don't don't
▲: plea2e don't...
▼: -Karkat ignores Sollux's pleading and shuts his computer down, heading over to the Gemini's hive as quickly as he can-
▼: -When he arrives, he pounds on the door- LET ME IN, CAPTOR!
▲: >The door was torn open, glowing brightly with red and blue energy. Karkat was yanked in next and pinned against the wall next to the door.< ii told you not two come... >He was courching on his floor near his computer, shaking, sparks bouncing off his thin form.<
▼: -Karkat squirmed, trying to free himself from the strong energy source pinning him to the wall- I DON'T CARE. SOLLUX CALM THE FUCK DOWN. WHY ARE YOU SO PISSED?
▲: ii told you not two fuckiing come! >Sollux yelled, standing and turning towards the shorter troll. There was yellow that was too bright to be his blood dripping from his lips, down his chin. The yellow fluid was on his hands as well.< why couldn't you ju2t fuckiing 2tay at home?!
▼: -Karkat returns Sollux's gaze, but looks slightly horrified when he sees the yellow on his lips- SOLLUX YOU FUCKING DUMBASS. I CAME HERE BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU. STOP EATING THAT MIND HONEY!
▲: >There was pressure on Karkat's throat, like hands wrapping around it, pressing against it hard, cutting off his air supply.< you 2hould have 2tayed at your hiive! you 2hould have fuckiing li2tened two me! >Sollux was walking towards Karkat now. He was breathing heavily, and there were watery yellow trails down his cheeks, and almost silent sobs made him tremble<
▼: -Karkat gagged as his air supply was cut off, flailing and turning beat red, he desperately tried to spit out words- SOLLUX-- FFUCKK.. WHAT ARE YOU.. DOING? -he coughed, desperately gasping for air. He looked at Sollux as red tears began to leak from his eyes.-
▲: >Soon, Sollux's boney hands were replacing the psionic energy, pressing just as hard.< ii told you two stay home... you 2hould have 2tayed home... >He growled.<
▼: -Karkat, barely conscious now, fought desperately to reach his hands up to Sollux's arms. Not to move them away from Karkat, but just to touch them.- I'M.. S-S-SORRY. -He then closed his eyes, losing consciousness-
▲: >Almost instantly as Karkat lost consciousness, Sollux froze, psionics and his own grip releasing, letting KArkat fall to the floor. Sollux stood there, in shock, shaking, for just a moment. That moment felt like forever. He dropped to his knees, gently putting his hands on Karkat's cheeks, eyes scanning his face, glancing at the bruises on his neck...< ...kk? 2h-2hiit, kk.... >He pulled the unconscious boy forward, carefully, as if he could break at any second, wrapping his arms around him tightly as he just sat there and shook, more yellow tears staining his cheeks.< g-god, ii'm 2o 2orry...
▼: -Karkat-limp and still red from the strangling- lay seeming to be almost lifeless. He didn't show any response to Sollux's touch and speech.-
▲: >Sollux stayed there like that for what seemed like hours to him, even if it had only been a few minutes. Eventually, he gently, carefully, picked Karkat up, carrying him over to the couch and laying him down on it gently, then settling himself on the floor next to it, gently running his fingers through Karkat's hair a few times before stopping, realizing Karkat probably wouldn't want him to have his hands anywhere near such a vunlerable part of him such as his horns after what he just did.<
▲: >He completely planned on sitting there with him until he woke up.<
▼: -After about an hour of laying on the couch, unresponsive, Karkat began to stir. He coughed slightly and looked around, confused to where he was.- FUCK.. AM I DEAD OR SOMETHING? -He then, noticed Sollux. He flinched, moving back as far as he could- SHIT.. SOLLUX.. I'M SORRY.. I DIDN'T MEAN TO..
▲: >Sollux had his back against the couch, and his face hidden in his hands. His shoulders shook. He sure as hell didn't see the flinch, but he felt it, and it drove him to hate himself even more.< don't apologiize.... plea2e don't apologiize.... you diidn't do anythiing wrong... iit's my fault, not your'2, 2o plea2e, plea2e don't apologiize... ii'm 2o fuckiing 2orry, kk...
▼: -After Karkat realized Sollux's anger had subsided, Karkat made his way closer to the Gemini. While he was still pretty dizzy, he forced himself to hug the trembling boy from behind.- IT'S OKAY SOLLUX. I KNOW HOW YOU CAN'T REALLY CONTROL YOURSELF. I FORGIVE YOU.
▲: th-thii2 ii2 why you can't be flu2hed for me.... ii alway2 hurt the people ii love... ii could've kiilled you, kk... ju2t liike ii kiilled aradiia.... ii'm 2o, 2o 2orry.... >He tensed up when he felt the other hugging him, but relaxed and leaned his head back to bury his face in Karkat's neck.< ii'm flu2hed for you two, kk... 2o much that iit /hurt2/, knowiing that ii can't be wiith you... ii don't want two h-hurt you...
▼: SOLLUX.. -Karkat's eyes start to fill up with red tears. If the tears were from joy of hearing Sollux say he was flushed, or that he felt extremely sorry for Sollux, he didn't know. Maybe it was a little of both- EVEN IF YOU GO COMPLETELY UNCONTROLLABLY FUCKING INSANE, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU. I ADORE YOU. SO DON'T SAY YOU CAN'T BE WITH ME, BECAUSE YOU CAN. I'M WILLING TO TAKE THE CHANCES. -He tightens his grip on the Gemini as he feels the tears roll down his cheeks-
▲: ii c-can't.... ii don't know what ii'd do iif ii hurt you... ii nearly kiilled you toniight... ii 2wear, iif thii2 happen2 agaiin... iif iit get2 wor2e next tiime... ii'm goiing two have two leave... b-but.... ii gue22 ii can t-try for the tiime beiing... for you... >He lifted an arm to reached back and wrap it around Karkat, pulling him closer.<
▼: I TRUST YOU SOLLUX. AND EVEN IF I HAVE TO DIE FROM YOUR HANDS.. OR PSIONICS, I'LL BE HAPPY TO DO SO. -Karkat closed his eyes, hoping this moment was real. He really couldn't tell if he was alive or not. He slipped out a purr when he was pulled closer to Sollux.-
▲: >Sollux slowly pulled back to look at Karkat's face, looking for something. Whatever he was looking for, he didn't find. He gave up and pressed his lips against the other mutant's, giving a quiet, hesitant chirp.<
▼: -Karkat's face turned bright red almost instantly. He widened his eyes a bit and looked at Sollux. But then closed his eyes and lifted his arms up to put his hands on Sollux's cheeks.-
▲: ((Brb))
▼: ((Okay))
▲: >After a moment, Sollux pulled back slowly, cheeks burning yellow. He nuzzled against him lightly.< ii'm 2o 2orry...
▼: -Karkat smiled at Sollux. And it wasn't some bullshit, fake ugly smile. It was a real smile, Karkat was actually feeling happy although he almost died.- HEY, LET'S JUST FORGET IT EVEN HAPPENED, SHALL WE?
▲: ...okay.... >He agreed even though he knew he would never forget. He couldn't. He climbed up onto the couch with Karkat.< come here...
▼: -Karkat moved closer to Sollux, knowing how guilty he felt. He wanted to show Sollux that he really did forgive him. He knew this would happen if he were to be with Sollux. He braced himself for it.-
▲: He wrapped an arm around Karkat's shoulders, pulling him close.< love you, kk...
▼: I LOVE YOU TOO, SOLLUX. -He brought his face closer to Sollux's, kissing his cheek softly.-
▲: >He smiled at him slightly, cheeks burning bright yellow.<
▼: -He giggled softly at the Gemini's bright yellow blush- YOU KNOW, YOU LOOK PRETTY FUCKING ADORABLE WHEN YOU BLUSH.
▲: you know, you look pretty fuckiing adorable normally. >He hid his face in Karkat's neck<
▼: -A bright candy red blush emerged on Karkat's cheeks again.- I'M NOT ADORABLE, ASSHAT. -Karkat wrapped his arms around Sollux's waist-
▲: ye2, you are. >He slid his tongues out to lick Karkat's neck.<
▼: NO, SHUT THE FUCK UP -Tenses when he feels Sollux's tongues on his neck- A-AHH.
▲: >He chuckled softly, nipping at the spot lightly.< feel good, vanta2?
▼: ..MAYBE. -Squeaks a bit at the nipping-
▲: >He latched his mouth onto a piece of unbruised skin, sucking roughly.<
▼: -Karkat moaned quietly- AHH.. SOLLUX.. -Karkat moved one arm up from Sollux's waist and under his shirt, touching Sollux's bare back.-
▲: >Sollux flinched slightly at the contact to his back. It shouldn't have been surprising how skinny he was, but there were so many scars on his back, practically covering it. And that was the only part of his body that was scarred so badly, besides his arms. He tried not to lock up and shake, but it wasn't something he could help. His grip on Karkat tightened until he was clinging to him, drawing his mouth away from Karkat's neck to make sure he wouldn't bite him on accident.<
▼: WOAH, SORRY DID I HURT YOU OR SOMETHING? AND WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU GET ALL THESE SCARS? -Karkat lifted his hand from Sollux's back quickly.-
▲: ii don't want two talk about iit. >The whisper was hurried, tense, boarding on scared.<